There has been a lot happened in my life recently... good things and bad things, well, i guess all i can do is try to learn from my experiences and try to get better myself...
Finished all my assignments and currently doing revisions for my exams, was kinda sad when finished my last lecture in Leeds uni, can't believe that I have to leave soon.... thinking of leaving just makes me feel so sad, I am gonna miss everything here in UK so much, the ppl that i have met here, the things that i have been through, it just means a lot to me, but yeah, like what Jason said, with the end of one adventure there comes the beginning of a new one.... its true....i have to move on ....
i went for out door climbing for my climbing class last weekend, which is really awesome. I didn't wanna go since the weather was not that good on the day, and i was just being so lazy...but i was so happy that i made it and really enjoyed it.... more importantly, i have learned a lot from my outdoor climbing session... there were many many moments when i was in the middle of my climbing, i thought of giving up since it seems impossible for me to reach to the top...but i was so proud of myself that i have never ever given it up and finally i made it to the top... looking back, i don't even know how did i do it... lesson learned from my climbing class: Never give it up without even have a try....nothing is impossible... i love that feeling when you did something after trying your best...
I used to say a lot " i can't" in my life, but from now no, i won't say that anymore without even have a try... if you don't even believe in yourself, how could it possible to make it :)
Well, a lot has been happened in my life.... and I feel like i messed up lots of things.... This is so hard and even hurt for me i have to admit. However, there is much i can do about it, i guess it just takes time for me to get over of it...
Most of the time, i don't really know what i want, what I'm thinking, i am trying to follow my heart doing whatever i want to do, try to stop thinking too much sometimes, but... sometimes its just so hard.....
I don't even know what I'm supposed to do, what i should do next, theres lots of things that i couldnt control, my emotion, my feelings, my logical thinking etc...
Well, I'm still trying to hard to forget something, to just let it go, to enjoy my life and be HAPPY although its really hard....probably i need to try even harder....
ADD OIL..... to myself and to someone
BE HAPPY, thats the only thing that i hope i could do for myself, and thats the only thing that i hope you can do for yourself as well.....SMILE or SMELL :)
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