First two exams done!!! YAY!! Three more to go

22th, May 2015

Have been pretty busy these days with my exams!! Finally done first two, the most hardest ones, rest three should be much easier compare to these two :)

Went to the Leeds Color Run last weekend, it was quite fun, was struggling with if i should go or not since i was doing revisions for my exams and was not ready for my exams... but i paid it already and its quite expensive, so i decided to go....haha well, will regret it i didn't go i guess haha, but we have to wait for the bus to come back to city centre for like 1+ hr since there was lots of people

 

 

 

 
i don't think i did well for my first exam, was thinking too many random things during my two hours exam...such like....what if i fail my exams, i have to redo it if i fail, and my honey just got married and having fun in China right now whereas i have to finish my exams...etc etc etc i felt quite funny after i finish my exams and looking back what i was thinking during that two hours time lol

Well, was kind of down after my first exam, but i am happy to get them done

Thinking of leaving makes me feel sad as well, was about to buy the air ticket yesterday but didn't do it.... don't know why, i don't wanna leave since i have met so many awesome people here in UK, and apart from that, i feel a little scared thinking of going back to Canada, i don't know why, i feel like everything has been changed and its gonna take me a while to get back used to it...well i guess this is where i start to learn....

And i feel quite happy these days since i feel like I'm letting lots of things go.... which i thought it would be really hard to do it, but i kinda made it :) The key to keep happy is to be yourself i guess..... The key to make others happy is to keep yourself happy first i guess :) ADD OIL

Wont have my next exam until June 1st, so can relax a little bit now... which is really good

don't have too much plans after my exams, will go to the NSC then travel around in UK a little, then going back home..... Time goes by so fast, those days i always think of the first couple days when i got there in UK, and all the things that i have been through.... i learned a lot, experienced a lot... its such a special year to me :)

Enjoy my life here, and keep exploring :)

TRYING SO HARD

15th, May 2015

There has been a lot happened in my life recently... good things and bad things, well, i guess all i can do is try to learn from my experiences and try to get better myself...

Finished all my assignments and currently doing revisions for my exams, was kinda sad when finished my last lecture in Leeds uni, can't believe that I have to leave soon.... thinking of leaving just makes me feel so sad, I am gonna miss everything here in UK so much, the ppl that i have met here, the things that i have been through, it just means a lot to me, but yeah, like what Jason said, with the end of one adventure there comes the beginning of a new one.... its true....i have to move on ....

i went for out door climbing for my climbing class last weekend, which is really awesome. I didn't wanna go since the weather was not that good on the day, and i was just being so lazy...but i was so happy that i made it and really enjoyed it.... more importantly, i have learned a lot from my outdoor climbing session... there were many many moments when i was in the middle of my climbing, i thought of giving up since it seems impossible for me to reach to the top...but i was so proud of myself that i have never ever given it up and finally i made it to the top... looking back, i don't even know how did i do it... lesson learned from my climbing class: Never give it up without even have a try....nothing is impossible... i love that feeling when you did something after trying your best...

I used to say a lot " i can't" in my life, but from now no, i won't say that anymore without even have a try... if you don't even believe in yourself, how could it possible to make it :) 

Well, a lot has been happened in my life.... and I feel like i messed up lots of things.... This is so hard and even hurt for me i have to admit. However, there is much i can do about it, i guess it just takes time for me to get over of it...

Most of the time, i don't really know what i want, what I'm thinking, i am trying to follow my heart doing whatever i want to do, try to stop thinking too much sometimes, but... sometimes its just so hard.....

I don't even know what I'm supposed to do, what i should do next, theres lots of things that i couldnt control, my emotion, my feelings, my logical thinking etc... 

Well, I'm still trying to hard to forget something, to just let it go, to enjoy my life and be HAPPY although its really hard....probably i need to try even harder....

ADD OIL..... to myself and to someone 

BE HAPPY, thats the only thing that i hope i could do for myself, and thats the only thing that i hope you can do for yourself as well.....SMILE or SMELL :)