FADING....?

10th April, 2015

Well...seems like things are not going so well.....

yesterday....did morning exercise, then met up with ppl that I'm going with for alton tower to discuss about the damage fee thing...dont even wanna think about this anymore....so not gonna talk about that here....

Then met up with Kevin just chit chat for a while, went to his place to gave a cup of beer..he is a really nice guy tho, then went back to the bubble tea shop, was talking to Hezy for a while...

Then Alfred came over for dinner, we made some pasta and...as usual, talking about random things...then was skying honey before going to sleep....

I told Honey about him...and she was like you need to make sure he is just flirting with you or interested in you..im sick of being flirted and after this morning...i was like....sigh don't know how to say.....is my feelings towards to him fading away???Dunno....

He texted me last night at 12 and was like he couldnt fall asleep since missing me too much, and i asked him are you serious, he was like...kinda....hehe, i seriously don't know what he is thinking but I'm kinda sick of being like his....either be clear or just stop....

I didn't sleep so well last night, woke up at 5 and just couldnt fall asleep, then i texted him at around 7:30, i bet he was still in bed that time, and we met up at 8:45 for running....of course he runs too much faster than me so we kinda separated and met up after we done....then went for breakfast...AND HE CAME OVER TO MY PLACE FOR SHOWER!!

I was like...ehhhhh...i should have done my clean up....but i was like its a little bit weird that to have someone shower at my place....The thing that made me feel quite uncomfortable is that....he got into the bathroom, then after couple mins, he asked to pass his wallet and phone to him.....HEHE.....what does he think of me!!!! sigh......im not trying to say anything, but seriously, this kinda made me lost all my interests in him........dont know how to say......

Then i asked him if like the bubble tea shop and gave him the voucher of Hezy's bubble tea shop, he was like wth she opened the bubble tea shop and was how...then i was like she is not student anymore and kinda at your age...then he was like...is she single.....HEHE...speechless...

Well, just gonna let it go with flow....see what happens, i need to get to know him better...

And the other thing that I don't really like him is that seems like he doesn't take anything so serious, he likes to change the plan which i found quite annoying...anyways......

I am just gonna stop thinking too much...and trying to focus on my study and life.....

BE HAPPY!!! :)