Being a little bit emotional....

March 31, 2015

Hmmm, I hate myself being like this, but sometimes, I just can't help...

Was a bit disappointed last night when I got his msg...well, i do care...i know i should just let it go with flow, but i don't know la, i hate myself being so emotional and lose all my rationality...anyways...

And i was going through all the old emails that I send to lee about like 2 yrs ago, and those emails from my ex...i do feel that myself was being to silly to be that into someone, and i suddenly afraid of being like that again, so probably i need to try to control myself, at least, try to...

I like myself when I'm just being myself, enjoy my life, and don't really care what others would think. Perhaps, Im just so childish I guess....

If i got to choose, I even prefer to choose someone who likes me too much more than how much i like him....kinda afraid of getting hurt again, although i know that I'm growing up and learning from all these experiences, but IT JUST HURT sometimes, and I'm not sure if i could handle all these....

Easter Holiday is going well, just being so lazy and haven't done that much these days, need to try to get my study mood back and think of what to do for the summer. There is actually too much to do in life, and trying to make myself busy then i won't have that much time to think too much....

Anyways, I gotta enjoy my life and be happy, as for others....just let it go with flow i guess

ADD OIL!~~BE HAPPY!!!

4:13@The Tannery