Being a little bit emotional....

March 31, 2015

Hmmm, I hate myself being like this, but sometimes, I just can't help...

Was a bit disappointed last night when I got his msg...well, i do care...i know i should just let it go with flow, but i don't know la, i hate myself being so emotional and lose all my rationality...anyways...

And i was going through all the old emails that I send to lee about like 2 yrs ago, and those emails from my ex...i do feel that myself was being to silly to be that into someone, and i suddenly afraid of being like that again, so probably i need to try to control myself, at least, try to...

I like myself when I'm just being myself, enjoy my life, and don't really care what others would think. Perhaps, Im just so childish I guess....

If i got to choose, I even prefer to choose someone who likes me too much more than how much i like him....kinda afraid of getting hurt again, although i know that I'm growing up and learning from all these experiences, but IT JUST HURT sometimes, and I'm not sure if i could handle all these....

Easter Holiday is going well, just being so lazy and haven't done that much these days, need to try to get my study mood back and think of what to do for the summer. There is actually too much to do in life, and trying to make myself busy then i won't have that much time to think too much....

Anyways, I gotta enjoy my life and be happy, as for others....just let it go with flow i guess

ADD OIL!~~BE HAPPY!!!

4:13@The Tannery

HAS BEEN A LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME

March 26th, 2015

Has been so long since last time I write something here....

这段时间发生了好多事情，不想去回忆记录什么，只想珍惜现在的每一天。。。

Have my easter holiday right now which we got 4 weeks off! Been to Birmingham and then London for like 3 days, and came back couple days ago, now study starts!~~

I have been watching a lot youtube videos these days pretty much about everything, like education, CBC, Asian culture, etc etc. which made me think a lot about myself. Some random thoughts tho. And I do had a great time talking with Pablo couple days ago at dinner, he is quite amazing guy which we had a lot to talk to. HAHA MARCH GUY!! We shall see~~

And after my second "DATE" with Jason, I felt like he is quite a cute guy, and somehow I always think of him, haha how come my life is fully filled with all different crushes lol jk jk

Don't have too much plan for Easter, need to catch up my study since I didn't study a lot throughout the term, and trying apply for some internships/placement to see if its possible for me to stay here for one more year! would be really sad for me to say bye to my friends here :( BUT, well this is life, have to keep moving on when there is no other options.

Was planning to do grocery shopping today, and cook for sally, but got my period, then feeling not that well to go out, but...i think i need to try to get out of my bed and DO IT.

alright la, feeling a little bit tired to think.......

LATER TIME AND LOTS OF LOVE xx :)