LIFE LIFE THIS IS LIFE

November 26, 2014

Yesterday, was rushing to class in the morning, then when i got there, i was the only one in the classroom then after sitting there by myself for like 5mins, i realized the class got cancelled...so stupid, i should have checked my mailbox like what i used to do back in Canada....one hour morning exercise in the morning, not too bad...

Then back to the tannery, ate, and nap, and get ready for my dance class, it was fun the dance class, getting harder, and I'm not that talented on dance, hehe, but ya nice to learn some new stuff!

Then back to the Tannery, skyped with my honey, she got my parcel!!!! I thought it would take longer for her to get them!! only took like 10 days, not bad!! And the leeds uni hoodie looks good on her!! Missing her so much!! ❤️ we talked a lot about anything and everything, i think we both are growing up.....

 Then today, went to my academic tutorial, but since I'm exchange student, so i don't need to present, was just there for watching....haha i was like, i wanna stay here forever as an exchange student!!!

And then went to leeds market to meet up with Carrie, we had a really good lunch at the place that Vincent took me before, then went shopping!!! Girls girls girls, soooo crazy!! got lots of stuff, wasted lots of money!! shamed shamed shamed!!!!

And was feeling a bit sad because of something....sigh....quite normal actually, since when you treat someone as a friend, you expect he could treat you the same! Just let it go ba!~

NIGHTY NIGHT!!! :)

INTROVERTS?ME?

November 24, 2014

Made it to church yesterday morning, my second time to go to church here in leeds, not bad not bad, I was late so i missed the sacrement meeting, need to get up even earlier next time! The guy was sitting beside me for the gospel principle class truly reminded me of li rui zhe, haha although i even didn't talk to him! hehe, his vibe was just telling me that we are different person!

Back to the tannery yesterday from church, was feeling tired because of my big aunt! So took a nap and then went to Nabiliah's for dinner, we ordered delivery from a Chinese restaurant, not bad! Had a such a big meal! Then we talked about lots of things such like guys, girls, life, love also old memories....I told her what happened between me and ?, ya like i said before, probably its not easy for one to say sorry, but i would easier to learn to forgive someone....learn to forgive, even he/she has ever hurt you that hard.....

When i woke up this morning, I felt so tired probably due to the big aunt, I skipped all my classes today, feeling guilty, need to make it up....and went to institute to help sisters teach, then joined FHE, well, how to say....i didn't really enjoy my time there, the lesson was awesome! I do learned a lot from today's lesson, however, i still feel left out.......well, probably i could just focus on the spirit part....:)

Yesterday, I was talking to Nabilah, she was like she is introvert, I was like no wayyyy, if your introvert, then there is no extrovert anymore!! haha, then I asked her whats the introvert like, then she was like....introverts prefer to talk to one person instead of having a group conversation, and introverts would stick to one person in a party, and introvert would love to stay by their own after hanging out with a group of people....haha, i think in some way, I'm a introvert as well!

But I was thinking about this, and realized, there is actually no complete introverts or extroverts, people can be classified as more introverts or more extroverts, but we can't say okay this person is introverts or extroverts.....

And I found this yesterday and think this is really true!!
APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

I love how it says "hot but has brains" haha and basically this is so true about me!!!!keep being positive, keep being funny and motivated!!!❤️❤️❤️

很久没有update :(

November 22, 2014

好久没有更新blog,又是一周，总是觉得时间过的很快，越来越不敢去想要离开的时候自己会有多么难过，我想我会很怀念这里的一切的吧！

上周日。。恩。。没有做很多事情，didnt make it to church again, its kinda hard for me to get up in the morning and get ready for church that early, but i think i need to make it tomorrow and more often in the future, need more spiritual feeling...

then at night, was planning to go to the German market with carrie, but when we got there, it was closed already since it was Sunday...but had such a good time talking with carrie, she is such an amazing girl and we have lots of things to talk to...:) she is the type of girl that i like

Then we decided to go to our North Ireland trip with Alfred and Fauzi from Brunei! 我们周一约在了学校见面，Fauzi是一个很好玩的男生，很nice，很期待我们的北爱之旅！然后周一晚上我们一起去了german market, it was so much fun!!! 好想honey也在，她一定很喜欢这些christmas的东西！

 
 merry go round!! back to the childhood

 had fancy hot chocolate after german market  

 with my fav girl!!
周二的时候满满的一天，早上上课，然后去了一个workshop，交换生很难申请placement, 自己总是很懒去做一些research，然后回宿舍睡了一下，晚上又去上舞蹈课！

周三叫了朋友来吃饭！很好玩！大家晚了很多游戏到很晚！
周四上了一天的课，然后钱包丢了，当时整个人都慌了，然后周五找到了，但是里面的钱的都没了，哎，another reason missing canada so much!

今天没有做太多，晚上去朋友那里吃饭！简单update了这一周，以后要每天update,很多感受太久以后就不想再去记录了。。。呵呵

have dinner with Nabiliah after my dance class
on Tues, got really good chinese food delivery

 boiling  rice in the bag....my first time to see ppl do like that 

first time to make cheesecake here in leeds..not bad not bad 

winter is just right at the corner!!

got to Skype my 瓢瓢he is finally home

skyped with my sister in the morning, eating chocolate

         

LUNCH..DINNER...

November 15, 2014

Went shopping on Friday, finally sent all the stuff for my HONEY, hope she could get them soon! Went to the malaysian society GIAG afterwards, well, was feeling so left out since all the ppl they kinda know each other already, just stayed for like 20mins, and then left, had pizza with younger back to the tannery, not bad, everyone is so busy recently, well...except me...haha

Finally done my pic wall, full of love and memories, sometimes, I do hope i could go back to those old days, but this is life, I need to keep moving on....And...i suddenly realized, probably i need to learn how to forgive others, it could be hard for some people to say sorry, but it would be too much easier if we let something go and learn to forgive....

 Well, its Saturday, so slept in, and had such a fancy lunch with Alfred, he is funny, we had lots of things to talk with each other, had peking duck, not that traditional, but not that bad, and the portion for each person at Maxi is just too big, i didn't even finish half of mine, hmmmm, got some food for tmr's lunch and dinner already...not bad not bad...

And after lunch, we back to the Tannery to play the pool, I lost for all 4 rounds we played, even he is just a beginner...sigh, shamed, but ya, we do had a really good time together!

And then went to Vincent's room for dinner!Had really good 肉骨茶 that he made. Well, i guess he is pretty busy with all his course work, he looks tired and stressful, we didn't talk that much and i didn't wanna bother him to much since he need to go back to study...
I felt a bit moody at the moment, don't know why.....I suddenly feel empty.....empty inside.....i don't know why i got this feeling, but i hate this kinda feeling....i don't know hows life would be when i back to Canada, since my honey is not there anymore, i don't know where my like will take me, i don't know who i would meet next......there is too much unsure in my life, life is full of surprise and....hopefully love....just need to find them out....i don't know.....quite hard to describe my feelings at this moment, but....ya i think all i can do is to keep moving on, keep enjoying my life and keep trying to make the most of it.....

加油！❤️❤️❤️

KEEP BEING BUSY BUSY

November 13, 2014

Quite a while since last blog....

last sunday went to grocery store shopping, got some food and then had lunch with youngers, then had a nap till night....still in the process of recovering...:)
right before the remembrance day!

Monday...hmmmmm had classes in the morning, quite tired after 3 hrs lecture in total, so went back home, had something to eat, then went back school for the movie night thing, it was a taiwanese movie, would be better if i could know more about the background of that movie, and interesting interview for the director after the movie..

Then went to global cafe to find vincent to go back to the tannery together....keke, need to book an appointment to have dinner with him in advance, sigh.....LOLLLLL

Tuesday....nothing much, had class then went back to eat, then met up Hezy on campus, we talked a lot about everything, business, her stories, guys...etc. I do like her a lot, she is a quite nice girl! Then met up with Phli afterwards, and had dinner together...hmmmmm typical british meal, not bad not bad.... Dance class was too much fun, had to do lots of poses with my partner!!! some of them are quite hard tho.....

Wednesday.....had practice for park running....but since we didn't get enough people, so we actually didn't practice for the event, just went though all the things we need to know for running the event..and went to the east asian afternoon tea, was feeling kinda tired to talk to ppl, but anyways, it was fun...

Then went for the AIESEC GIAG, i guess because we didn't marketing it much, so we didn't get lots of ppl show up, when i got there, all the people are gone already, so I was justing talking with some old friends, then we decided go for hot pot! It was so randomly, haha, but we do had a good time together, AIESEC FOOD TEAM~!!!

I talked with Alfred a lot these days, haha, the problem is when we started talking, just can't stop, we talked for like 3+hrs last night on fb about everything and anything!!! haha so much fun to talk with this guy, i guess he would talk to me a lot of things that most of my male friends would never ever talk with me..LOL I can't stop laughing when I was thinking how we met each other, well, you can call that FATE right.....anyways, life is full of surprise!!!~~~~

Today, feeling quite tired after full day classes, from 12 till now, was falling asleep in my event management class just now...so boring....:(

Finally, my long day is going to the end......

TO BE continued......LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL ❤️❤️❤️

It has been a while....

Nov 08, 2014

很久没有更新blog。。。最近发生了很多事情。。。很多很多。。。

尝试回忆起来最近发生的事情。。。甚至觉得有一些累去再想起这些事情

上周三和bella一起去mix和附近的寿司店谈赞助的事情，其实收获还是很多，会发现自己的不足和幼稚的地方，希望可以学到很多东西吧。

周四晚上去了那个万圣节的party，sigh。。其实我应该更加明确自己想要的东西，我想我也在一点点成长吧，很幸福有很多朋友一直在身边，晚上和joe和alica聊了很多，很多以前的事情，身边的朋友，珍惜自己拥有的东西吧

周五睡到很晚才起来，下午见了hezy!很喜欢她，我们聊了很多很多，突然觉得我可以从她身上学到很多东西！晚上一起去了revolution

周六was planing to study, but actually didn't....周日去了whitby day trip...nice town...晚上大家在湘味王吃饭。。好多肉。。。sigh

周一开始课多起来，伴随着大姨妈，很虚弱。。周一晚上开始生病，felt i was dying...

周二继续病，开始咳嗽， cant stop coughing.......

周三bonfire and firework...so pretty.....but again, not fun being sick

然后晚上做了一个很sweet 的梦，好sweet! 突然好想有梦里面的那种感觉，只是好残忍那种感觉还没有多一点就被半夜想起的火警鈴敲回到现实。。。好想再有一个那样的梦。。

昨天info session一直在咳嗽，之后和那个男生聊了很久，呵呵，好神奇认识的过程，不过也算是一点点fate吧

今天本来应该去conference, 但是早上根本爬不起来。。。。so weak, felt bad to loose money....but like someone said...health is the most important thing.....

i seriously need to take some rest....and then keep moving on in my life!

get well soon!!

流水账一样大概写了最近发生的事情，to conclude, 要努力做最开心，最优秀的自己！

❤️❤️❤️